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Pardon Me, But Have You Seen My Brains?

10/26/2014

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I opened in last year’s Coffin Hop Blog Tour with a post titled “Pardon Me, But Have You Seen My Eyeball?” which was a piece about juxtaposition in horror. This year, I thought I’d write about separating the person from the prose—how a horror author can write terrible, sick, twisted, demented things and still be a good, (relatively) normal human being.

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The Mind of a Horror Author

I recently published a series of novellas collectively titled Jane the Hippie Vampire, in which the protagonist suffers sexual abuse from more than one antagonist. One of them, the vampire who unintentionally turned Jane back in the ’60s had initially kidnapped her not only for a sustainable food source but also to satisfy his sick desires. This resulted in fleeting scenes of, for lack of a better word, torture-porn, and some of it is pretty horrific.

In real life, I do not participate in S&M. I don’t equate pain with sexual pleasure, and while I’m not going to judge anyone who does, I just thought I’d throw it out there that I’ve never fantasized about being raped with a red-hot poker. With that out of the way, I’d like to try to explain why Jane survived such a terrible event.

We writers work hard to make our characters as three-dimensional as possible. Sometimes that means creating characters that fall far outside our comfort zones. Sometimes that means creating characters capable of actions we’d never dream of in real life. I know an author who admitted to vomiting after writing a particularly sick torture segment. I’ve personally had to step away from the computer, take a breather, and shift gears for a while before I can continue past a particularly demented scene. Writing isn’t always about happily playing make-believe in our heads. Sometimes it is, and those are the fun parts, but writing isn’t always fun. Sometimes, writing is a sacrifice, and we make that sacrifice for the sake of our art.

This particular character, the vampire who tortures Jane in numerous unthinkable ways, is a true monster. I wrote him to represent not only the fictional creature in the shadows but also the predator that hides behind a charming, handsome face. They’re out there, the real monsters, and placing them in fiction in such a way serves to delineate them from us.

I dedicated Jane, Volume 1: Revival to all the survivors out there. I did this not only because Jane is herself a survivor but also because I’m a survivor. I suffered domestic abuse at the hands of a human monster for nearly five years before I made my final escape. I also was the victim of an even bigger monster—a disgusting, pathetic excuse for a human being who dosed my soda and did only God-knows-what to me while I was out cold. Perhaps it’s empowering to write about their fictional counterparts. Perhaps I would have written about them anyway. Regardless, I created them so I could banish them back into the darkness, where they belong.

And that’s what writing horror is all about.


More Coffin Hop tomorrow!
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A. F. Stewart link
10/27/2014 01:46:21 am

Yes, it can be difficult to write some graphic scenes. I wrote a domestic violence a while back that was quite disturbing.

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Nina D'Arcangela link
10/27/2014 07:38:55 am

Diving into the mind of your character is the only way to make the reader feel what you really want them to feel, and sometimes, it is a bit less than pleasant.

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Johanna K. Pitcairn link
10/27/2014 08:10:55 am

Yes, I agree writing isn't meant to be only about fairies and rainbows. I wrote about teen rape in my upcoming novel 32 Seconds. This is something that happens and needs to be written about. No shame in that. I actually find the exercise very cathartic. And through characters, I can get rid of my own demons. I'm not inclined to stick to what's pink and soft, and I like to write about horror through the eyes of demented characters. And horror doesn't always have to be zombies, vampires, and paranormal creatures. The best horror happens every day, and is the one that is ignored, happens behind closed doors and is kept a secret. Abuse, emotional, sexual, physical, is horrific, and many people suffer daily from it. If we don't write about it, who will? Great post! Happy hop! :)

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